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I, too, am fat, I can identify with a lot of what you are saying. I have stopped trying to diet & have tried to focus on eating healthier, less processed foods. One thing that I have found that really helps me is cutting out grains, I'm not sure if that would work for you. Clothing-wise, Old Navy has some really cute, affordable plus size clothing (it's only available to order online) - I've bought lots of clothing from them & have been pleased with almost everything I've purchased. ASOS (they are located in the UK but shipping is free!) also has some cute/funky plus size clothing (if you're on their website, the plus size clothing is in under the Curve department).